Well, long time no write.  Been very busy working two jobs, but that has thankfully come to an end.  I am now only working one job and I have plenty of time for my friends and family.  Other than that, not a whole lot has happened.  My cousin got married last weekend and the wedding was so beautiful.  Someone else I know is getting married soon too (Bork!!).  It will be here before you know it.  The good thing about the wedding was I kind of met a guy.  He is one of the grooms good friends.  He is really sweet and I enjoy spending time with him.  I haven't been on a "date" in so long it is kind of weird.  I am definitely taking it slow though, because after the last relationship I was in......you can't blame me.  I am really happy right now, the happiest I have been in a long time.  I hope that you all are doing well and I will write again soon.  Getting ready to leave to go out to dinner with him and his family.  Uh oh!!  The dreaded meeting of the family.  Wish me well and I will let you all know how it goes. 

Wow, it has been a really long time since I have got on my xanga site.  I have just been really busy working and trying to pay my bills, I don't have a lot of time for the computer and when I do, I forget about xanga.

I need all of you to pray for the family of a girl I worked with.  She was in a serious car accident on Tuesday afternoon and was killed.  A man had gotten in a fight with his girlfriend because she wouldn't let him see his baby and he decided he wanted to kill himself.  He doused himself and his car with gasoline and took off down the road going about 80 mph.  He struck this girl's car and she was thrown and killed instantly.  You never know what tomorrow may bring and you need to make sure you tell everyone you love them everyday because you may not see them again.  It just makes me sick that she was an innocent girl and lost her life, wrong place at the wrong time.

Also, a friend of mine from high school, 19 years old, was killed yesterday.  He was in a car accident with some friends while driving on the highway.  His tire blew and caused him to skid.  His car rolled about 5 times and he was thrown from the car.  He was the only one not wearing his seat belt and he was the only one that died.  I am not saying this to scare anyone, but I never thought something like this could happen, let alone to two people I know in the same week.  I can't handle it.  A 19 year old boy and a 24 year old with a 4 year old boy, a 4 month old daughter and a husband at home.  It really shook me up and is on my mind all the time.  I am praying for the families of those that were lost.  

It sure made me wake up and realize what I got.  I hope it does the same for you.  I love all of you, even if I don't know who you are.  Cherish life and love yourself.  Until next time...

I know that I haven't written yet this year so, Happy New Year!!!  Things have been going on in my life that I cannot even explain.  First off, I finally ditched the loser in my life.  That has been a major relief, but has brought on many health problems.  I have been going to a psychiatrist to try and help with the stress, but also have been having severe panic attacks and will be on medication for a while for that.  On a good note, I got a job.  Now, you may all not think its great and its not, but I work at McDonald's going into management.  It's just a job until I can find something I really enjoy.  Making $10.00 an hour is definitely worth biting my pride and doing the job that I am meant to do.  I am still looking everyday and I have been there for a week and haven't missed a day, unlike CPMI (ha ha Amy).  I also am getting to keep my puppy which makes me very happy.  She is my love. 

Really, other than all that, just been really busy with everything going on in my life but I thought I would get on today and just fill everyone in on how I am doing.  Please write me because I miss all of you and I will try to write more.  Love ya.

I finally get a chance to write.  Florida was soooo awesome.  I was at the beach everyday and I got a great tan.  But, I have started to peel.  That stinks!!  Also, the cold weather, that stinks too.  I am not happy to be back to work, but I have to make the money some how.

I got a computer last night.  I can't wait, then I can actually write on my xanga from home and I will have more time to talk to everyone.  It is so much faster than the piece of crap that I had.  I want to take it to the dump. 

Hope you all are having a great week and have a good weekend if I don't get a chance to write tomorrow.  Amy and I are freezing in the front of the office so I turned on the heat on. The back is always hot and I usually am one to complain, but I am keeping Amy company for a while.  Well, love all and have a good one.